i feel rather dumb and stupid.
wait and wait and wait. what am i waiting for.
not the bus nor the rain to stop.
i just feel so dumb to wait and wait. knowing fully well it would not arrive.
i've tried to get myself to stop waiting. but i cant.
i dont know why i just love to wait.
and when i dont get it at the end of the day. i feel sad. feel miserable.
but once again. the next day.. i start to wait and wait again.
i'm probably the dumbest person every survived.
doing something that i know would definitely not succeed and would at the same time make me feel horrible. who on the right mind would do such a thing.
RIGHT! RIGHT! i'm so dumb. oh my gosh. I FEEL SO DUMB!
but i bet i'd start waiting again tmr.
poooo......................!!!
why did i catch this disease.....
talking about it i've got sore throat again. Miss Sore Throat brought along her boyfriend to visit me. and his name is Mr Fever. wonder if he is handsome.
ha....handsome like char.

Ended my post @ 10:55 PM